Since I was a child, my only health issue has been headaches. When younger, sometimes they were little ones and sometimes nearly incapacitating. As an adult I could count on having at least one a month, sometimes more. Weather seems to be the main culprit now. If certain weather patterns occur, a series may hit me for several days in a row and then blissfully nothing for a couple of months. My daughter has migraines also; she must have inherited this from me, sadly. Tuesday this week, I awakened with a doozy and suddenly recalled that I had to attend this class for work. I took my medication and hoped. While waiting for the class to start, I decided to write down exactly how these migraines make me feel.
Poised above my head,
the hammer ball strikes the ten inch nail.
It drives through my right frontal lobe,
the nail point jutting out just below my right cheek, shiny, bloodless.
The hammer flips, the nail pulled out.
Pain pulses, excruciating.
Poised above my head, the hammer strikes again and again.
Endless hours the hammer strikes and pulls.
I hold my head in my hands, rocking back and forth.