In spite of only one inch of rain since last autumn, many flowers persist: sundrops, black foot daisies, chocolate flowers, wine cups, primrose, desert (Mexican) birds of paradise, red yucca, salvia, catmint, native grasses, milkweed. I took these photos after feeding the horses this morning.
Texas Panhandle
The Farrier
He looks like the typical cowboy
with no cowboy hat.
A cowboy hat would get in the way
up against a horse.
Pale blue eyes,
grey, handlebar mustache,
pack of Camels
he chain smokes,
Australian shepherd, Chili, by his side.
After the trimming
he sits and talks to me
for two hours.
He tells me a story
he told me the last time.
I listen as if it were the first time.
People call him from Oklahoma City.
They want a shoer.
He tells them,
“Too far unless
there’s ten head at 85 a head.”
They agree.
He gets there with Chili,
a pup then.
He starts to tie her up.
“No need;
let her play with our puppy.”
He does.
They invite him out.
It is New Year’s Eve.
“The dive they took me to
was real rough, real rough,
so rough I’d worry about
my safety even with two 45s.
They had a friend singing there
somewhere in Southeast Oklahoma City.
Real rough.
Next morning I’m ready
for the other six horses.
There’s none.”
He packs up,
comes home.
Chili won’t eat,
won’t play.
He sits and waits at the vet.
It’s parvo.
She’s had the vaccine
but not enough time.
“The people in Oklahoma City
lied about the horses
about the parvo.
Chili stayed on IVs for five days.”
Today, Chili’s a dog dynamo,
no longer a puppy but
with puppy energy.
She and Isabella play
constantly for the two hours.
He says,
“You must be rich to build this place.”
I laugh.
“Rich, I’m not rick.
Lucky maybe,
no, not lucky.
I don’t believe in luck.”
A person makes her own luck.
Smart helps, sometimes.
The Blizzard

My patio which I will have to eventually shovel–afraid to do so today because the wind is so strong.

The view out the double barn door. All this is actually under a roof. The wind is blowing the snow everywhere.
The new assignment arrived for my prose poetry class. In the last couple of hours I have read poems by Baudelaire and Rimbaud as examples of some of the first prose poems. While I read them, I listened to “The Unicorn, the Gorgan, and the Manticore” by Menotti, a piece I am supposed to be singing in 1 1/2 months. Work shut down today because of a massive blizzard. The wind literally shrieks down the canyon where I live–gusts they say to 70 mph. It piles up drifts four to six feet high. Twice today I have donned my boots, gloves, heavy coat, and gone shoveling and to feed the horses. For the first time since the barn has been there, snow is actually inside, driven by the wind, and the horses are standing in snow drifts that blew under the overhanging roof of the outside runs. Even getting to the barn door necessitated shoveling through drifts taller than I. The snow continues, predicted for another twelve hours or so, maybe as much as twenty inches. Living alone fails to daunt me, but I cannot concentrate well today. My drive is long and climbs up a steep hill. Even my four wheel drive truck may not make it. I keep thinking it may take days for me to shovel out even if, when the snow and wind cease, my neighbor brings over his tractor to help. A friend, several miles away, remains without electricity. I filled my wood burning stove with wood and started a fire just in case. It seems a perfect day to write and cook and practice music. And here I sit unable to concentrate long enough. The wind keeps rushing through my brain.